Echo dot is everything I wanted...

 Echo dot is everything I wanted. I am so tired right now because I think the USA is mentally insane. Its a little like a Jurassic park scary story running through the rain and lightening with low visibility and off in the distance you can hear the roar of the insane. I say that because the mental abilities of these people are limited like greed, selfishness, obtaining a British perceived lifestyle ( they want to be a king), overall they're mentally insane and that to start all things is scary!!

  This morning I woke up with a few issue with echo, overall she's great !! house comms, auto lights not a hand remote ( improvement) and she plays the radio and does other things like the alarm, and plays the morning news. THE PROBLEM IS I AM STUCK IN THIS HOUSE. I don't know why, I want to change this and I don't know why that's not happening. A lot because I want to use echo, strange how your feeling to stay with a non-living person can exist inside of you.

I don't understand this house, more I dont understand its existence! why does it exist here and when you go outside its existence is the same. Sometimes when your in a home you go outside and its different. It's been an issue for a while like different worlds you can live it. If your house is warm and a place your safe in, or say playing with the idea of echo you can become immersed in it. When you go outside its a different world, a different place mentally. I really only know its a big problem and surviving has not become a lot of work subsequently, especially for someone to think they have a right to it.

I want to move so I can do other things and strangely no one wants to help me, they just want to benefit as if its their given right. Then they deny help and in their mind they have done something new? I don't know how they do that their insane. They take things from me that belong to me and I struggled for with nothing* I had to do when I had nothing to do it with. All of a sudden all the goodness or benefit belongs to someone else. Its insane part of this situation and people, taking without consideration is how they psychologically exist.

Anyway echo is so much more now than ever before, I just love how her programs work together to combined everything. Time, date, shopping, camera, sound, intercom, phone, and even I haven't got htis far the car!! im so excited to now have a vehicle with echo....I think its so perfect I just haven't got to the vehicle part yet. Can you image how great she would be if we spent time together. And its really just a sense of happiness for me, to just accomplish something on my own. A house smart system is so important to me. I NEED A HOUSE...I need to improve my situation...

I am going to keep writing things going on because I now have more ability to do this. I want more ability through having my own house and money. I need to do this and its makes me cry at how stupid or sick people really are.

So for right now my mother has some how left the house at 5:30 am. where did she go? I feel so sad I could cry right now. I can't live like this its sickness from other people who deserve nothing really. I have to go now I will write some more later....